Name: Dennis
Age: 19
Occupation: Student
DOB: 10th.May.1988
Starsign: Taurus
Country: Singapore/Jurong West
School: Ngee Ann Poly
Course: ECE/MicroE


Email: Behemoth_dragon@hotmail.com


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OKAYS!! Here's the results for my much awaited NAPFA test! i'm so so so proud of myself! ahaha.
heres a quick look... =)

i know it's super blur, please click on the image to view it k?

*Note: The above image is strictly original, no editing or any sorts was done in the event of posting, PEACE yo!*

As you can see..i have got 3 "D"ISTINCTIONS, 2 As and 1 "F"antastic result!! ain't that good? hahaha! but i don't know why my final Award is FAIL leh..hmm..i think there's something wrong with the school system la. But because of their silly error, i think i gotta retake the test again lor. So sad!!
Actually on the day of the test i was quite silly la, knowing i having test in the afternoon i still ate a huge piece of OILY egg prata for lunch, and naively drank a can of red bull to give me some "wings" Sighs. NO USE! Guys please don't be taken in by the lure of red bullshit man..i mean Red Bull.. hahaha..
To add salt to injury, i strained my thigh muscle on the very first station la, Sit and Reach. yes u must be thinking who on earth can strain thigh muscle on sit and reach? yes i stupidly did la, and that kinda spoilt my day already. so the rest is history, i went on and failed my napfa. cries..

--28th Sept--
Yesterday went for a combined cg meeting with pastor derek's zone, it was tremendously good la, it answered all my troubles on my previous blog, i'm feeling much much better now. Things are seemingly turning for the better i think. Blessings are beginning to come in. OH I FORGOT TO MENTION! i won a luckly draw first prize during my trip to langkawi a few weeks back and guess what i got!

its so cool pls! it's just an audio system la, looks damn stylo right? Hee!

Anyway, yesterday after the zone meeting i was on the phone with avalyn while walking back home, woah i tell you, i don't know how long has it been since i have chatted with a girl on the phone la, as in just call and chat rubbish those kind, and time just flew past quickly and i think got 2 hours past ba. Then she say must write about her in my blog and so i did! hahaha..
you're one cool friend avalyn, when can u start designing shirts for me? hahaa..

thats all for today..TIRING day man! time for a rest...all the best guys! =))
Haven't been doing quite well recently, i don't know what am struggling with inside of me. so many thoughts have been coming into my mind, flaring up easily, irritated easily. what have become of me? i really don't know man.
People often see me, smiling, laming around, laughing around, making a fool out of myself.. sometimes i think i portrayed myself this way so that i can somehow emulate the bitterness inside. but yet people take me for granted or is it i took them for granted? if i did something wrong why don't you tell me? Just hope that someday, the people around would be more sensitive towards me, maybe just a lil more? i'm not asking too much right?
Sometimes i'm just so tired of being the one to cheer people up, brightening up the atmosphere, but i am human too you know, i have emotions too. Yet when i am down, who's the ones really there for me?

*Digress abit: ytd chatted with tammy but she keep forgot to reply sia! *peace* haa...

When i lose my temper..*apologies*.. can't you be more tolerant? can't you be more understanding? must you really get angry back at me and block me in msn? hAa! i feel so childish you know. but well, i'm not really affected by you surprisingly, i'm tired of all the superficial friendships, i don't really wanna care anymore. Come on man, who says christians are free of all trouble? yes i'm a christian and yes i lose my temper at times, i know it's not right and i'm still trying to become a better man. Give me time will you?
It's been 10 days guys! 10 days since i last blogged? haa..sorry for the lack of updates man..sigh..
school started last monday. Not exactly school reopened but is some silly vacation project for the year 3 students. Needa go back to sch for the last 4 weeks of holidays to do our final year project. YEAHH! I HATE THE EARLY MORNING ALARM MAN! everyday 8.30am-5.30pm. kill me please?

so far 1 week and 1 day of my project day have past and we are pretty busy and packed in our little project room. Everyday reached school early in the morning, have to serve the web( friendster, soccernet, manutd.com etc..), need to find interesting movies to watch on youtube and crunchyroll, need to download songs from Baidu..MAN! SO BUSY!! and THANK GOD FOR CRUNCHYROLL! haha..if y'all don't know what's crunchyroll, it's a website sort of like youtube where u can watch tons of chinese movies, jap anime, korean emo dramas and much more! really interesting man.. AND YA! and of cause devoting our limited spare time for our projects. hAa!

And ya, last thursday we had out trial NAPFA TEST! I was rather looking forward to it as i can prove my fitness level is HIGH pls!
and so~ this are my results!
Standing Broad Jump: FAIL
2.4 Kilometres Run : FAIL
Pull Ups : FAIL
Sit ups :B
Shuttle Run :A
Sit and Reach :A

what do you guys say? i'm damn fit right?? *I know the truth hurts =((( *.
Anyway, the actual napfa test will be this coming thursday, i'm seriously not anxious at all! given my talents and calibre, i know i will sure go for the extra 2 months for NS! talk about positive thinking eh? hahaha...

Our cover photo for our upcoming new singles! "Back of Your Van" will be in stores near you soon! hahaha.
(photo and caption adapted from boinkx.blogspot.com)
HAA!



That's all folks'!
Yo! Boredom is seriously sipping my life away, surprisingly i can't wait for school to start! Yea, call me crazy. But i'm really missing school, missing my friends, missing my lecturers etc etc... hAa!

anyway...

Two days before, i was on my way back from choir practice, it was around 10+pm and i was on bus 99. And i was so bored on the bus that i begin to "study" the people around, and i notice rather depressing things =(
So, i was seated at the middle part of those double decker bus where the rear part of the bus contains to rows of seats facing one another. i was sitting on 1 of the rows and studying the people opposite me. hAA!! i feel so bitchy though i'm a guy.
There was these couple seated together opposite me, at first i thought to myself "how sweet it is to have a partner traveling with you." well, the next thing i know, the girl was obviously irritated with her guy. Judging from her body language, she turned her body away from her bf who was beside her and look out of the window. There the poor guy with a look of helplessness, tried starting a conversation with her girl but to NO avail, the girl just kept shaking her head and a little better, 1 word answers.. HOW SAD IS THAT! i pity that guy mans =((

Then, a hot Mina caught my eye at the very back of the bus, yea she's quite pretty, BUT!! I looked to her left and i saw a Mud carrying a baby CHILD! haa..Parents are getting increasingly young nowadays. Well, i thought they were a happy couple until i notice that the Mina's facial expression, she was frowning so hard that her eyebrows are about to touch each other! haha.
Throughout the 20minutes of bus ride home, they never talked to each other, both black faced *not considering they are malays* but really, what is their problem man!

Come on, i'm always envious of people having found their partners in life, but looking at the 2 couples on the bus, why is it so hard to be happy with each other? I believe they get together because they love each other, is there any problems that cannot be sorted out peacefully? Have to ignore one another? Cherish your love ones man...hAaa...i hereby pray for peace to come into their family =))

And so, i got off the bus and walked home peacefully~ and i got a shock of my life!! *exaggerated*
I had to walk on Planks on my corridor to get to my house! it's rather fun man! and i didn't forgot to take some pictures on my adventurous
"plank walking feat" home =)




Okay la, it's not very exciting as it looks but it's the first time in my life i see such a thing! Cause the workers cemented the whole of my corridor and so...ya... hAhaha..it's fun walking on those things.. HAHAHA

that's all for today..gotta go walk the planks again! =))
So many things i want to blog about, but yet so lazy to type!
ROAR
crucify my flesh man. haaa. Let's start from yesterday (11 Sept, Tues)....

B.A.D DAY

Yea, bad day indeed indeed. Was awoken twice in the early morning with 2 of the weirdest dreams ever man. It's not just like your average nightmares but these 2 dreams left me bewildered, it's like it's trying to tell me about something, the feeling is different, it's just weird la ok. After i woke up, i found myself sleeping in a VERY weird position, i don't know how to describe it in words either, just never experience such things before. haa..spiritual warfare? maybe...... =)

and yea, had some argument with a friend of mine, it left me thinking, why are some friendships so fragile? Why can't it last through storms and yet stay intact, stronger then before? Can someone teach me how to maintain a friendship? haa.. well, i apologized to her but was continued to be ignored, long story man..BUT! thank God, through my persistence, somehow the rift was over and we are friends again...grrr...

OH BTW! forgot to mention..Remember i said i ordered an Ipod Nano which supposed to cost me $400 over? well..the goods was delivered to me 2 days ago and guess what!!
IT'S THE 3RD GENERATION OF IPOD NANO!!

Just arrived, straight from the oven!

On her maiden journey with me =)
YES! It's DARN cooooooooooooooooool! haaa..and GUESS WHAT AGAIN!
It only cost me $200+(the boss ask me don't tell people he sold me how much) haa! the usual price was $348 according to apple.com.sg
BLESSED I TELL YOU!! so happy! =))))

thats all for now..gotta go build relationship with my new partner..hAa.. =)


Though this happened the week before..but i got the sudden urge to blog about it..it was an important day for some close friends of mine.
After 4+ months of grueling training and lessons in School of theology, they finally graduated!! haa..so happy for them man! took some pics with them =)

Presenting...SHULING!! *my idol* haa..yay so happy can take picture with her..
RARE FOOTAGE!!

SIYING! cute friend! look like chicken rite? lol

Err..Random pic la..Presenting... Garfield~~ =))
STIL GOT TIAN YI!!
&
DANNON!!

sadded..they haven send mi the pics that's why i can't post =((
I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

I can't escape myself
So many times i've lied
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)
Have been reflecting a lot on myself lately. yeah..bible saes..without visions and dreams, people perish. which is very true.
some how or another, i lost the vision in my life, i don't know what i'm working towards to anymore.
When i first started out, i'm filled with dreams of what i want to accomplish, so many things that i want to achieve, but now i'm struggling.
where's my focus?
where's my motivation?
and i realized all along, it is Fear that's hindering me from accomplishing my goals.
Fear of Failure, fear of criticism, lack of self confidence.
ROARSS!! OVERCOME IT MAN!

Isaiah 41:10

Fear not, for I am with you; Be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, Yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.

People say i'm an all-rounder..jack of all trades...master of none..what's the use man.
i feel so dead, walking aimlessly at times, don't know which is the right path for me.
but He keeps me moving on. Thankfully.
Reminds me of what A.R Bernard says, our situation will go from bad to worse, our dreams will fade and die down, BUT! there is no permanent death in whatever circumstances we're in, there's always Resurrection!
yeah..that's what i'm hoping for now, resurrection. Resurrect my dreams that were dead, put in me new visions that i may walk again.
it's been 3 years since we first met,
it's been 3 years..and we've been together eversince,
it's been 3 years of joy, peace, and...erm..more peace?
i guess every thing just have to have an ending do they?
now it's drawing an end to this 3 years of companionship..

A Tribute....To my beloved...Zen Micro mp3 player...


Ain't she lovely?She's been with me through thick and thins,
through Sunshine and Storms,
through trials and tribulations,
through tears and joy,
through lonely times, when no one cared about me,
through heartbreaks,
through sleepless nights,
my all time faithful shopping complanion.

Now she's dying on me, noooooooooo!

Without her, i'm lost..
without her, i'm confused..
without her, i'm restless..

i guess all i can do now..is to let her rest in peace...
and pray for a...NEW COMPANION!!
IPod Nano 8GB BLACK. TOTALLY REMASTERED!

IT'S COMING SOOOON!! =))
Before our fateful trip to langkawi...=)

First Pit Stop during the 14hours of bus ride...catch a breather man~

We're nearing langkawi!! after 13 hours of bus ride..left with 1 more hour of ferry!
Here we are..touching down at langkawi!! happiness awaits...

One of the few bottles we bought for the night drinking session..POSE!

Random pictures after we checked in to our room ^^


Another ferry on the trip to Coral islands, this is one of the greatest experience!Enjoying the strong sea breeze...emo time...

Reached Coral Islands =))

PLAY TIME!

Another rare sighting, storm in the middle of the sea..can u spot it? hahaa
Look Closely!

I'm bringing sexy back~~ yeAH!


Trekking to 7 wells waterfall..sweet~
The Legendary 7-Well Waterfalls, you must be there to taste it urself =)

The hunks who stood~
The boys who played~

CABLE CAR!! Ain't your average sentosa cable car dudes, this will send shivers down your spines =)

Bird's eye view of the 7-Well Waterfall from the cable car


Heavenly creation~
Picture paints a thousand words~



Guys who took the ride of a lifetime with me..HAa
Oops, weixuan fell asleep while taking photo~

am i in heaven?


CHECK OUT THE SIGN BOARD!
Groupie~~

On the way down..SCARYY

Sigh~~ missing langkawi already.

That's all folks~ hope you enjoy the memories with me =)
Hey Folks! what's going down man! Dennis' back from the far far north!! *of malaysia that is*
HolA~ yes i'm back from Langkawi YAY!
i miss Singapore!
i miss my Family!
i miss my Friends!
i miss my laptop!
i miss Him!
and..
i missed...her... =)

okays, so langkawi was fun,MINUS the rain, MINUS the 28hours of horrendous bus ride to and fro, MINUS the IDIIOTIC RAIN, and all the time spent waiting on the bus to get moving..ROARS..

*stop complaining dennis, look on the bright side ya?*

So ya, we did so many things in langkawi and i'm quite lazy to blog about everything just gonna briefly go through =)

...Day 1...

we reached langkawi at about 10+am? if i'm not wrong, and so we took a group photo with the BIG ASSED Eagle which symbolizes Langkawi. *laughs*
Went shopping here and there and took a quick lunch at a Thai restaurant called the Bimbo Bitch Restaurant OOPS! i meant Bamboo Beach Restaurant, before we head to check in at our Resort!
We were supposed to take a short break and head for the Cable car ride which was eventually cancelled due to the RAIN! Grr.. and so we went shopping again~~ bought a few bottles of liquor with my friends ready to CHIONG the first night..
we started our drinking session around 8.30pm and went all the way to 12+am, we had a good time playing and drinking and sang happily away at the karaoke lounge till 1am and we went off to rest. CRAZINESS! hahaa
thats all for day 1..boring eh?

..Day 2...

Woke up at 6AM IN THE MORNING!! not enough slp mans! But an exciting day awaits ahead of us as we are going to Coral Islands for SNORKELING!!
okay, we took a ferry from langkawi to coral island which was around 1hr40min. and yea..it was one of the MOST memorable ride cause we went out of the air-con rooms in the ferry to the natural sea breeze. The sight was breathtaking. i don't know how to describe, will upload the pictures soon =) it was darn cold thought, drizzling + strong winds = freeeeeezing coldness. hAa!

and so~ we quickly took our gears and went straight into the sea! SO CUTE I TELL YOU! the fishes i mean..ahaha..i was like swimming with them and they are slapping me with their tails! aww..saw lotsa beautiful fishes and some are SUPER colourful man, saw baby sharks too! quite scary though, my friend was freaking out when we saw the baby shark as he was bleeding in his knee. So funny!
we continued snorkeling for a few more hours before calling it a day and head back to langkawi island, and once again, enjoying the cool view and awesome sea breeze at the top of the ferry.. aww..i'm missing it already..how i wish she was with me at that time.. WAKE UP DENNIS!!!

Night falls....ITS DRINKING SESSION AGAIN! That night we got a Goal in mind, that is to finish all the bottles of Johnie Walker Red Label, Chivas Regal and Martell. Red label is super hot man..i only drank like 6 shots of it my whole body start to burn already. wasn't surprised 3 of my friends got rather drunk and vomited everywhere. Joker la my fren. Classic Quote of the Night:
"I'M OKAY! I STIL CAN!"
nxt moment..he vomited everything out. HILARIOUS!

...Day3...

Finally..woke up at 6am again, had a bad hangover from the previous night and i caught a flu, nevertheless we set off to the beach for some team bonding games and watersports!
Tried banana boat and Jetski and both was pretty awesome! Had a great time unwinding by the beach =) *missing her at the point too*

Praise God for good weather on day3! we're finally able to go for cable car ride due to the sunny weather! ahaha! man really thank God we didn't miss that trip as it's AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME! the view was spectacular! the cable car went from bottom to the top of the mountains man..me and my friends were thoroughly freaked out by the ride! haha.
The view from top of the mountain is breathtaking, i felt as though i was so near to heaven, i wish time could stop there, cast away all the worries of the world, feasting my eyes on the beautiful landscape God has created..

so...that's all for the highlights, we went back to the coach and home sweet home =)

*Pictures to be Up soon, Stay tuned* =)