Tuesday, August 19, 2008 l MISTAKES
I seriously hate making mistakes. It never fails to make me feel like i'm the lousiest guy in the whole world. That explains why whenever i'm giving a task i always push myself to achieve near perfection results.
BUT THAT NEVER SEEMS TO HAPPEN!
No matter how hard i try i will still screw up some time or another..WHY? =((
It happened again yesterday at work...
I was chosen to relief at J8 atrium sales yesterday as the cashier for the day. It was my first time working at atrium sales and i told myself in the morning that ''TODAY I WILL NOT MAKE ANY MISTAKES"
Especially making mistakes as a cashier, you have to literally PAY for your mistakes..and i've already paid for quite a few times *heart pain la*.
And so..i was concentrating during cashier work the whole day. i was quite satisfied with my work for that day as nothing really bad went wrong other den the screw up cashiering systems by the IT people.
Just when i thought the day is over, money tally, and everything is in place, i left work happily thinking that i had a wonderful day at work.
THEN!..my in charge called me..telling me that i had forgotten to do settlement. I was feeling so bad for my incharge as she had to re-on the systems all over again just to do the settlement for me.
*for those who don't know, settlement is the most important thing you need to do after a day of sales, it settles all the money thingy"
i seriously can't believe i neglected that. boy oh boy..DENNIS WAKE UP YOUR IDEA LA..
I could have been a world renown artist by now =)) tell me, what lies behind that broken smile...?
5:16 PM
Friday, August 8, 2008 l Auspicious Date! must blog!
yo! welcome to 2008/08/08! fA~ FA! FA AR~~~
haha..another super bored night at home so decided to type around..
So, today's another off day for me..count myself lucky to have 2 rest days in 3 days! Seriously it's a rest i needed badly, awfully.
Work has been very tiring lately, ytd's shift initially was morning nia~ then becoz of the partimer had to take MC last minute..i had to extend full shift..omg..legs are falling apart.. PLUS sales was so bad for the whole week!! stress man stress..
i gotta find some things to relieve my stress real soon man, if not my hair's gonna fall off more rapidly!!
omg *Worries Worries!*
oh btw.. i went for a full medical check out recently, cost me $160+ just to do the check up. stupid right? but i take it as buying an 'assurance' ba.. i haven't been feeling very well for the past few months.
Firstly, i'm afraid of my blood sugar level might be high becoz of my super sweet tooth
2nd, my breathing has become kinda hard recently, it's like something stuck in my lungs and i couldn't breathe properly..
3rd, my heart is giving me some worries..it skips a beat from time to time..and one day during work..i had a, what doctors call it as, a Panic Attack. My heart just beat so hardly that i couldn't breathe properly and it was a nightmare 5minutes for me. i thought i was having heartattack and that was the end of me..but thank GOD i'm still alive la..hahaha...
So i went for the check ups and all, and i was SO SO SO relieved that the doctor say i'm very healthy in fact! and kinda laugh at me for wasting the money for the check up.
my sugar level is fine, and my heavy breathing and heart problem, the doctor diagnosed it as palpitations..and the most funny things is that all these are symptoms of...STRESS!!! funny right...
Life is just too stressful, work is just too stressful..maybe it's because of my character, everything i do i wanna achieve a certain level of greatness..and when i'm falling short of it, i will feel very stresss!!
i must start to relax.....yawnss
tell me, what lies behind that broken smile...?
10:52 PM
Wednesday, August 6, 2008 l ultimatum of boredom
*wonders around*
hey..where is this isolated place?
seems kinda familiar..
seems i've been here before.. and..
OMG!! ITS MY BLOG!
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hmm..4months since i've last been writing here..kinda miss it..kinda lazy..kinda cant be bothered..
but since i'm here again after 4 long months..it just shows how bored i am at home now!~
boy~~oh..boy~
and why am i SO blurdy bored? becoz it's my off day today! and i have no friends to go out with! how pathetic rite...
initially wanted to go out wif jaramy, binky and wx to sentosa..but too little ppl everyone sians.. den planned to go sentosa wif shan mei..but aiya..whatever crap happened just turned me off..so decided not to go with her..
SO BORED! OMGG... if there's anyone out there who's free to go out with me must call me k!!
cheers u guys! =)
tell me, what lies behind that broken smile...?
11:34 AM
