Friday, August 8, 2008 l Auspicious Date! must blog!
yo! welcome to 2008/08/08! fA~ FA! FA AR~~~
haha..another super bored night at home so decided to type around..
So, today's another off day for me..count myself lucky to have 2 rest days in 3 days! Seriously it's a rest i needed badly, awfully.
Work has been very tiring lately, ytd's shift initially was morning nia~ then becoz of the partimer had to take MC last minute..i had to extend full shift..omg..legs are falling apart.. PLUS sales was so bad for the whole week!! stress man stress..
i gotta find some things to relieve my stress real soon man, if not my hair's gonna fall off more rapidly!!
omg *Worries Worries!*
oh btw.. i went for a full medical check out recently, cost me $160+ just to do the check up. stupid right? but i take it as buying an 'assurance' ba.. i haven't been feeling very well for the past few months.
Firstly, i'm afraid of my blood sugar level might be high becoz of my super sweet tooth
2nd, my breathing has become kinda hard recently, it's like something stuck in my lungs and i couldn't breathe properly..
3rd, my heart is giving me some worries..it skips a beat from time to time..and one day during work..i had a, what doctors call it as, a Panic Attack. My heart just beat so hardly that i couldn't breathe properly and it was a nightmare 5minutes for me. i thought i was having heartattack and that was the end of me..but thank GOD i'm still alive la..hahaha...
So i went for the check ups and all, and i was SO SO SO relieved that the doctor say i'm very healthy in fact! and kinda laugh at me for wasting the money for the check up.
my sugar level is fine, and my heavy breathing and heart problem, the doctor diagnosed it as palpitations..and the most funny things is that all these are symptoms of...STRESS!!! funny right...
Life is just too stressful, work is just too stressful..maybe it's because of my character, everything i do i wanna achieve a certain level of greatness..and when i'm falling short of it, i will feel very stresss!!
i must start to relax.....yawnss
tell me, what lies behind that broken smile...?
10:52 PM
